The struggle for Freedom

GOAL: Complete, All encompassing Independence.

Independence = Not being dependant on anyone or anything.

Escaping the constrains that chain me down daily
I should be free, independent:

• Mentally - May I refuse anxiety, stress, depression, thoughts that burden me down so much that they manifest themselves in symptoms. May I feed myself positive energy and thoughts. May I be different, experience things from different cultures, different ages. May I love myself like I love him. May fear no longer be my guide.
• Financially - May I continue to make my own money and grind hard as hell. May I find a job perfect for me. May I not feel guilty about spending my parents money on illicit things because I won't be asking them for money. May I be able to do anything I desire because I have the means to support myself and the ones I love. May I no longer cry when looking on Instagram because I can afford what they can. May I continue to be less stingy. May I make sure I don't overdraw and always have a big supply of money, not only for emergencies but for investments too. 
• Physically - May I eat what I want, exercise when I want, say what I want, always think myself beautiful and no longer compare myself to others.
• Spiritually - May my spirit be free. May I meditate when stress overcomes. May I accept when God is good. May I not hate, not judge those who make no decision.
• Emotionally - May I no longer feel guilty for certain feelings. May I continue to control my actions when I am emotional and may I take a hold of my emotions, ride them out or throw them out. May I never need anyone, but only want. May I learn to truly love.
• Relationally - May I not give 10 and a half shits about what people think about me. May I continue to have great sex. May I take further steps to reach out to people outside my circle and comfort zone. May I make an effort to respond to texts and calls because that's how friendships are maintained, but not stress myself out when I don't. May I make an effort to meet up with people and use my relationships to get ahead in life. May I allow for other peoples mistakes. May I STOP BEING SO fucking NICE. 

Here lies my Mantra.